太不稳定了

最近的情绪起伏失常...
从前的我不曾有过如此的感觉,
似不同的味觉混合一块,
味蕾已经不再能够辨识...
我需要新的事物注入心房...
哪怕是个截然不同的环境...
新的环境里,
我又是否找到从前的我?
厌倦的都市生活模式,
我的心更想更贴近大自然一些...
用力的叹气,
歇斯底里的呐喊...
脱下所有盔甲..
呈现最真实的我,
我总是愿意投向你的怀抱..
那难以抗拒的蓝色诱惑..
柔软的细沙....
海风的味道...
剩下一行的脚印...
一幕幕的回忆...
全在日落的最后一刻..
被夜晚吞噬了..
消失了...
你问我了解自己有多深?
我...不知道..
小心翼翼地一层层拨开...
不停地摸索..
却发现已被深锁..
钥匙不见了...
我的极限是什么?
我的潜能又在何处?
知道吗?
我失控.了.

The recent me

Whew~~~ Final exam coming again...TT
really sick of this~~ need to boil the books for whole night again...
sienz sei loo~~~~
I still have 8 days to do preparation for it...
I only finished my Macro， still left 4 sub to revise~~
eng only need to hafal format of letter~
foa ned to practice~~
iom...banyak lame~~~
IT??? ini memang lame laaa~~
seriously, I know my result will drop in this sem..
but, pls la, I'm not greedy de..
I hope my cgpa can maintain at above 3.3...xD

Still thinking what programme should I transfer to..accounting? banking and investment?
or...continue study for this course?
Maybe transfer to the other coll or uni will be better...
arh~~ how good if I can choose the course I really want, but it seem like impossible for me...
the course I want is really hard to find a fix income job in the future..
sigH....

My heart is not easily melt for other ppl..that y I feel like I'm a cool blood human ><
but this situation has changed since last week..XD
did not 100 percent changed..at least has changed a little bit.
But I'm still the one who will not trust to anyone easily...
that is the ways for me to protect myself. XD
I don't really need ur help when I stumble and fall...
I'm fake..I'm selfish..I admit that..and so what?
1 more! I'm realistic! that's it!

I thought u has disappeared in my world!
Why u step into my life again?
You are not the type I want and need!
Pls don't do anythg and try to intercede for anythg from me!
I will not appreciate it !

Finally.....

Finally...final exam is over..~
I can't believe I only sleep for 2 hours due to practicing my QS...
I should say maths is my weakest sub..
I really hate it sometimes... because it's really hard to understand...
"lack of practice"...XDXD haha..
but I still prefer last minutes to do revision..
anyway, I should put more effort in sem 2..
Hopefully I can get merit for all sub..XDXD
I'm not greedy, at least a b-...
of cause, I won't mind if the result is higher than what I expect~ hahaha~
next..today is my ex-sch mates birthday...
I'm happy and I have an enjoyable times with them..
this feeling...can't get in my college life now..
I don't know how to describe it..
I really have a good time with them today...XDXD
muakz..I love all of u..XDXD...my sweetheart...haha~

3 months of my college life.....

Long time didn't update my blog~
Because..I'm lack of time to use? Wrong!
Because I'm lazy...
lazy to think about the title of my post...

lazy to think what content I should write about...
Well, 3 months...it's not too long nor short for me...
But I have grew up...mentally and physically...
Old folks always told me that, society is very realistic and truculent!
I can imagine how it is...
College is a reflection of the society, don't believe it? Maybe you are the lucky 1~
I have met a lot of new friends...
they were totally different compare to my secondary school buddies~ XDXD
some of them are hot temper, unreasonable and inexplicable...XDXD
of cause they got their merits....
I miss my buddies...seriously...
Next,
I don't know what was the reason that make tarc so emphasize to the gred of coco...
and I'm regretted to choose gym-workout as my coco...
It was a hell for me...I groaned in despair....
Every time...after coco my body was extremely exhausted..
At the end of this coco, I realize that,
My physical training was so weak..XDXD..haha~
Well, I gone through this eventually...

14 days to go~ XDXD..gambateh!

My College Life (Chapter 1)

I still remember ...

the feeling of the day before I attended for the TARC Orientation days~XD
I felt so excited until I can't fall to sleep in the night...
and I just kept on thinking about..

How is the orientation days which held by the SWC on the next day?

You know, I'm easy to get nervous when a new thing are going to comes to me..

I will worry is it I can handle it well?
I think I had worried too much after I came back from the Orientation days...
I meet a lot of new friends on the first day...
Unfortunately..all of them were different course with me..
I can't even found a DBU student at there..XDXD
Anyway..5 days for the orientation week I have attended ..XDXD
It was a new experience for me to adapt a very new environment....
Overall, the Orientation week were good for a newbie..Like me? Yup..XDXD
TarC are so big until I lost my ways..
I felt an immense of gratitude to all the senior of TarC...
because they led me the ways to the destination I was looking for~ XD
Thank you!!! Tarcian~~
I love Tar College seriously~

IP MaN

I has watched this movie with my ex-schoolmates yesterday=)...It was fascinating and awesome!! If someone haven't watch it I just want to say you are sooo out to date~hehe...
The story of this movie flow smoothly in every part, it won't bored you, don't doubt that IP MAN will be a hit of every town and the powerful chinese kung fu can just blow you away in the cinema. This is the 1st time I pay 100% attention to the screen of the cinema, even stop eating the pop-corn I had bought in to the cinema...actually is forgot to eat the caramel pop corn..hehe..it is exaggerate to you maybe, but it was truth... By the way..I felt angry when the western boxing king trying to disgrace our chinese kung fu..It touch my heart in the part the Hong Kam Bou try his best to protect the pride of chinese kung fu and fight until lost his precious life.I felt soo stupid because my emotion was affect by a film.XDXD..That is why IP Man can be a successful film in chinese industry, the one of the best film I have watched ever...Remember to watch it..the ticket just cost you RM 10...It worth~I enjoy profusely...Last thing I want to tell everybody is I love mashed potatoes..XDXD Don't blame me~~~Weehoo~~

即将结束...

地球万物生生不息地存活至今...
寿命并不是永恒..
以一公里计算的道路....
就算距离再遥远也会有尽头....
统考的结束.....
象征着我中五生涯即将画上句点.....
会是个美丽的句点...
蓦然回首..
从前的记忆犹新,
似白茫茫的雪地里留下一行清晰的脚印...
这喜悦的情感里头渗透着淡淡的忧伤...
悲喜交集的感觉忽然爬上心头,
开心的,是因为真的长大了....
正必须准备迈向人生的另一个阶段....
难过的.....非笔墨能形容....
可以做的....
是把一切一切的青春回忆...
埋藏在脑海深处...
在夜深人静时或许会浮上水面...
好让我,
一一地品尝...
一一地回味....